I might have lost my job & it's all my fault.

I had another trigger episode. It put me in a real bad mood and I was nasty, sarcastic and evil to everyone. I work customer service & because I was unable to separate the two, I hung up on a customer. The call was reviewed and they are now looking over the case to determine whether to keep me.

I don't know how to get over the emotions or compartmentalize areas of my life. I've felt so out of control until now - when it could possibly cost me my job. I told my husband the truth and he understands. Fortunately, we don't need my income but we were looking to vacation w/ it for the holidays.

I'm a middle-aged woman who's still acting out like a child. This is ridiculous. Please pray for favor and understanding in my situation. Thanks.

I am almost forty but i feel about 13. sometimes you can't pretend you are all right when triggers knock you out. maybe you can chose a career that doesn't require a "happy face" all the time, like computers or something in the background.